Some WIP tidbits!

Hey y'all. :] Well I said I'd update with some WIP screenies and tutorials so I am! I've started a tutorial on my current WIP for Amber's contest. (read more at her account) I'm also doing a tutorial on piece Jazz which you can see in my gallery. Then after those I plan on doing a basics tutorial to help get people started on their manips! :3

Here's my current progress on the vampire manip, let me know what you think or your critiques.
What do y'all think so far? :) Hope you likes it.

I have a few others that are WIPS and I can't seem to finish. I'll update later with them when I've made more progress.

I gotta go shave my legs! :D

Update on Things!

Hey y'all. :) Just updating on what's up.

I've gotten acceptance letters from 2 of my schools (OTIS and SFAI) and I'm planning a trip to San Fransisco so that should be fun. Another trip I'm doing is I plan on having my mawmaw (grandmother) up here during the summer and if she can't make it I'll be going there! And I'm also planning a cruise with my mother that should be a BLAST. ANNNND. I'll be going on vacation to the Caribbean with my best friend and her dad and brother. Packed summer huh?

What are your plans, if any for the summer? :)

Also I did a new manip that you can see in my gallery on dA. How do you guys feel about walkthroughs on how I work? Interested or no?

Ripping from deviantART + college apps

So I've been ripped from my dA account on flikr and even on here! =\ I never really thought my images would be wanted enough to download and display elsewhere. Now that it's happened I feel like I've been jiffed. I try so hard to make my images top notch and I just hate to see people take them and without a second thought download them. Sometimes I wish I'd never stumbled across deviantART and the internet. :(

College applications are super stressful. I found out yesterday that a letter of recommendation didn't arrive for one of my schools so I'm not eligible for scholarship from them. So it's like my entire 65 dollar application doesn't matter because I can't go to a school that doesn't offer me SOMETHING. I'm so mad I can't even think. I get all my stuff in on time and someone else doesn't so I get punished for it. I just feel like everything I do doesn't matter. There's so much against me. I wonder if I should have just stayed in Alabama and became another lawyer instead of pursuing this. I love photography so much I can't imagine my life without it but it's so hard. I have nobody to talk to sometimes. Christian doesn't want a relationship but when we talk it's like we're still together and it confuses me and depresses me. I feel as if I'm destined to just sit here in love and alone.

I promise I'll update next time with less depressing details of my life. Lol.